Well I came home yesterday from work and cleaned a little bit – sticking to my theory of working Monday – Friday but weekends are OFF. Keeping these 2 precious days open to do whatever I want – and I pray that I utilize this time for my sewing projects and if I don’t then I have to wonder if I want to sew at all. Saturday will be up early with coffee and I will get started – Sunday I can use to sew and make food stuff. But it’s play and nothing but play.

Recording calories was going good until I ate out Wednesday and ate lunch out yesterday and then it became to time consuming to enter – this is what happens. And I just upgraded that app and here I go again trying to figure out what to do about my weight. that keeps me spending on stupid stuff – this has to stop (spending) or I will never get to go part time – I impulse bought last night looking at my phone bought 2 pairs of earrings – we are on such a tight budget I can’t believe I did that – I’m never going to get my AMEX car paid off. Over the last week I have purchased IT makeup, Kitchen Aid spiralizer,  loose it app, earrings, and I just told myself no more – I’m not a huge spender especially on myself but I really want to go part time next year and I won’t be able to if I keep going so TODAY AUGUST 19TH IS THE DAY THAT I VOW TO STOPE ANY UNNESSARY SPENDING – ALLOWING ONLY THOSE THINGS THAT I NEED AND NOT THOSE THINGS THAT I WANT.

GOD HELP ME  – amen

-P-